I Am Really Tired...

... of a whole heck of a lot of things. Seriously. Mainly things in my house. I am so tired of my sister, for one. She has issues and needs help, honestly. I have never met a more egotistical, arrogant, self-absorbed person in my life. I'm tired of the sound of her voice telling the same stories over and over that don't amount to a hill of beans. I'm tired of my parents never making her shut up. I'm tired of always being the one blamed for everyone's problems. I'm tired of getting the cold shoulder every freaking time I open my mouth and no one in my house wants to hear what I have to say.

I'm also tired of stupid drivers tailgating me with their lights on bright after dark. Seriously. Try that move and see how quickly I slam on my brakes and make you hit me from behind. That'll teach the idiots not to tailgate. I'm tired of the ignorant people in Mississippi. I'm tired of waking up every morning knowing that I am trapped here for another two and a half months, and that time seems far too long and far too tedious. I am tired of waiting. I am tired of crying all the time. I'm tired of missing you. And you. And you. I'm tired of not being able to see you and you. I'm tired of not knowing what the future holds.

I'm just really tired.

Much love.