Don't You Just Love...

...days with no classes?

Yup, that was today. Migraine killed my first two, and Dr. T is out so no World Lit. Yay!! Still have a headache, but at least I'm not in in World Lit dealing with it. We have to read Othello. Should be interesting.

Dr. Taylor needs to email me back about the Honors Society project. Amen.

And not much longer till this all ends... Hallelujah praise Jesus!

I'm going to go eat something and dose up on this medicine the school nurse gave me.

Much love.

It's Another One Of...

....those nights where I am in absolutely no way, shape, or form tired or sleepy or exhausted. Go me! Must be my caffeine intake for the day... I've tried cutting way back on that but there are times when Diet Cokes are oh-so-tempting. And rather than squash the temptation, I give in. Sigh. Bad me.

I'm in a writing mood tonight. Yeah, according to WEbook I am now a Top Writer. Woohoo!! I had no clue I had posted so many of my stories on there, but I obviously have. I specialize in LDS fiction, mainly romance and historical works. It's fun. I love to write, particularly to get my feelings out of my head and onto paper. We all know I have a ton of feelings...

It's so weird lately, my sleeping patterns have been whacked. I toss and turn, flip and flop, wake up constantly... only to have all this punctuated by the weirdest, freakiest dreams you can imagine. Not nightmares, no, just.... I don't even think I can get into them and their content on here. Let's put it this way... they're a conglomerate of people I know and places I've been all pureed together in the strangest combinations. They feel so real too. Sigh. Who knows. My subconscious needs to tone it down so I can sleep.

Oh well... till we meet again.

Much love.

So I Take Back...

....What I said last night about Disney getting back to me regarding CP #2 in a couple weeks. I went to check the mail before Journalism this morning and lo and behold, there is that awesome purple folder in my box. Full Service Food and Beverage!!!! Woohoo!! Second choice! Ok, so it isn't Haunted Mansion, but that's ok. I wanted to do F&B again so long as it was table service. I hope I can be a GT again. Glorious!!! Or simply just stand at the podium and look happy. That works too!

So now all of Facebook who has logged on in the past two hours knows. With exception, this excludes Brandon and Em and Katie and those other peeps who need to know ASAP that I am returning, most importantly Brandon, because he told me he was planning to go back. WELL??? I guess I better break my rules I set and text him first this time. Haha. Easier said than done. I'm respectful of a guy, be it my best guy friend or not, and the only time I up and texted him out of the blue was the day he sprained his ankle. See? I am picky about respecting guys and talking to them when the time is right. I still haven't called him! I have rules and guidelines I made for myself.

I must say, the second I get there, all Sundays will quickly be RDOed. I will be at church!!! And Gathering. Sunday is my rest day. Disney or not. No parks, no work.... just church and my friends, along with calling my parents and friends who aren't in Florida.

Dr. T was sick today so no Creative Writing. Darn, I hate that. I love Dr. T's classes. She is an awesome professor. And poor Ms. Newell isn't well either. We're all just blahhhhh lately, aren't we? I recovered from my mild bout of H1N1 and am a-okay. For now. I had a touch of a stomach bug a few nights ago, but other than that.... good to go.

It is finally cold!! So thrilling!! No heat! I'm loving this! Maybe my headaches will go away.

I best start getting ready for work. And email a few peeps regarding the Honors Institute service project. Till we meet again...

Much love.

Hmmm....

....Is about all I can think of to start this post off with.

Ok, got the application started. Just need to write the essays, get the endorsement, and get the HS transcript/ACT scores. First two- easy. Last one.... haha. Fighting with my HS guidance counselor over those is going to be a real picnic. Trust me. She is against me going to BYUI, along with the rest of the state of Mississippi. Exaggeration, I know, but you get the picture.

Ok, and also just waiting for Disney to tell me if CP #2 is a go or not. Should know in a couple weeks. Here's to hoping I get Attractions, specifically Haunted Mansion. My dream WDW job. No resort this time, and no food service unless it is table service!! Seriously! No more QSR unless Artist's Palette needs me.

I have a headache again... as always. I wish I could afford the stronger meds for them. My headaches are wicked. Ugh. I know I have chronic headaches, and sometimes ibuprofen doesn't cut it. Like now. But it's an eye-ache headache from crying.

Like you are surprised.

Hmm.... well. Need to work on the speech. Informative speech, second to last one. I chose to do it on the Titanic. Not the film, the real ship. Always has been a borderline obsession of mine. Then there is the persuasive informative speech, which will be done on the subject of "Is bringing up 'artifacts' from the Titanic graverobbing?" Which it is, to me. Lisa thought it was a good topic, so did Mrs. Cooley.

Here I go, rambling as always.

Enough for now.

Much love.

Just A Question For You...

...Have you ever missed someone so much that you literally felt a pain where your heart is because of it? Have you ever wanted to see someone so badly that you feel like if you don't see them at that precise moment, you will go insane???



Sigh. That's me at the moment. But I think you knew that already. That's been me for the past... six months as of Thursday. I cannot believe it's been six months. It feels like yesterday, but then again, it seems like ten lifetimes ago...



I'm hoping this all will be over in 85 days. That's what I keep praying. President Hinckley said it best, I must say- "Things will work out. If we keep praying and hoping and believing, things will work out. They always do." That might not be an exact quote but you get what I'm saying.



But yeah... I miss you. Oh so very much. Amen.



Random text messages rock, but I'd much rather be about to see you face-to-face.



Much love.

I Can Finally....

....relax and breathe.

Yup. I apply in 6 days, two hours, and about thirty minutes. YES YES YES YES!!!

And 89 days.... well, 88 days, 10 hours, and thirty minutes- give or take a few. Hallelujah praise the Lord. Amen!!!! Back to Disney.... and yup, that too.... Meg was right. How right she was.

So I can quit being so tense and worried all the time. Or so I shall try. Maybe I'll even sleep now. And maybe my subconscious won't conjure up really really weird crap all the time.

That's about all for now.

Much love.

Ok, So First Off....

.... I have an interview Sunday for Disney CP #2!!!! At 5:30pm. Woohoo! Weird too, because last year my interview for CP#1 was 10/11.... hmmmmm. Divine, I know. Literally, divine.

Still haven't made that phone call yet.... give me some time and I will! I promise.

Emmilie will make an A in her English class. I will pray her an A into existance. Amen.

I apply to BYU Idaho in one week, three hours, and about thirty minutes. Hallelujah!!!!

I got a new college ID. Grrrrr.... but I at least have one. I never found the other one. Who knows where it went. It's not in Lisa's car so no clue.

I need to actually go to class tomorrow. Ha. Easier said than done. I think Mrs. Patrick is getting worried about me. But I'm not pouring out my heart to her. No one can know what is going on with me, save for tidbits being told to Lisa.

We read this E.E. Cummings poem in Creative Writing today that totally touched me. "Somewhere I Have Never Traveled." Read it. Ponder it. I understood it. I could relate to it. I nearly started crying as Dr. T read it. It hit me that hard. Seriously.

I have homework..... Auf Wiedersehen.

Much love.